And I'll rise up. Despite all the ache, and I'll rise up, and be un-afraid. There is always a choice. Always. We can choose who we spend our life with. We make choices to make our lives easier, provide better futures, and overall improve our well-being. It wasn't my choice to have a spinal disorder.… Continue reading Rise Up.
Last time I was on here, I sort of went overboard with my life. My life had been staggering towards me wanting to end my own life. The worst part; it was over the opinions of others. Words. Not facts. Not advice. Hurtful words. I cannot tell you how many times I have been… Continue reading It has been a while
https://www.facebook.com/IRISEORG/ This has been a terrible roller-coaster. So lets re-cap
I momentarily had to decide whether I wanted to live anymore. I've been bullied, and attacked to the point where life didn't seem much of an option for myself. I got my kids in the car, I started to drive. I called Lenny and said I am going to this mental health organization, please… Continue reading 50 Shades of Blue
You can't win them all. My sister-in-law's words during a dilemma. Which totally makes me agree being in my life's predicament. The severity of agony one can experience over a tragedy is so deep rooted, that we simply cannot move on the way we want to. I cannot tell you. You have few life-long choices.… Continue reading Agony
Don't let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace. Dalai Lama I haven't typed out some vibes lately. I have been obtaining peace of mind. Memorial weekend was an emotional roller coaster. I still battle depression and I am still overcoming my deep heartbreak. I believe in Energy, and spirituality. I believe Brian's spirit… Continue reading Peace.
And piece by piece, he collected me up where you abandoned me, and piece by piece he restored my faith, cause unlike you he will put me first. This weekend has caused me to be distraught, numb, and convinced I inherited Brian's mentality. A series of events flow through my mind as I try… Continue reading More than a memory