I momentarily had to decide whether I wanted to live anymore. I've been bullied, and attacked to the point where life didn't seem much of an option for myself. I got my kids in the car, I started to drive. I called Lenny and said I am going to this mental health organization, please… Continue reading 50 Shades of Blue
You can't win them all. My sister-in-law's words during a dilemma. Which totally makes me agree being in my life's predicament. The severity of agony one can experience over a tragedy is so deep rooted, that we simply cannot move on the way we want to. I cannot tell you. You have few life-long choices.… Continue reading Agony
Don't let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace. Dalai Lama I haven't typed out some vibes lately. I have been obtaining peace of mind. Memorial weekend was an emotional roller coaster. I still battle depression and I am still overcoming my deep heartbreak. I believe in Energy, and spirituality. I believe Brian's spirit… Continue reading Peace.
And piece by piece, he collected me up where you abandoned me, and piece by piece he restored my faith, cause unlike you he will put me first. This weekend has caused me to be distraught, numb, and convinced I inherited Brian's mentality. A series of events flow through my mind as I try… Continue reading More than a memory
This can get interestingly sticky. Given that the U.S. develops statistics based on many different things, we can state that Number of marriages: 2,140, 272 (49 reporting States and D.C) Marriage rate: 6.9 per 1,000 total population (49 reporting States and D.C) Number of divorces: 813,862 (45 reporting States and D.C.) Divorce rate: 3.2 per… Continue reading Family Dynamic
Strength. This word is the my life summed up in one 8 letter word. Many see my strength as an example that everyone should envy. I've had to be strong even when I don't want to. Of course there is always more than what's seen on the surface. I feel sad. Defeated. Not sure where… Continue reading Strength.
Change is never easy. So.. is this the part of my life where I refer to Easy A, embroider an M for murderer on my attire, D for disrespectful, or C for Crazy? When Emma Stone decides to not care about how she's perceived, she boasts a whorish side that people suspect she's doing. In the… Continue reading Easy A